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    Quote Posted by Freed Fox (here)
    Outsider to the village here... I pop in now and then, occasionally lurk when excerpts on the "Newest Posts" sidebar catch my eye, and felt compelled to pay a visit after noticing a few key topics coming up.

    Energetics, contention, Fred leaving... I'm feeling these things quite acutely right now, and recently in general.

    Like ulli, I was coming to appreciate Fred's contributions more and more as time passed on. I'm surely not aware of the fine details regarding the criticisms toward Bill/Avalon at large, so I'm not speaking about them in their entirety. I also didn't know Malcolm and had little interest in the "Findings" thread which created that particular controversy. There were other criticisms which he had been raising elsewhere which were not only appreciated on my part, but also - I believe - quite necessary.

    Taking that position is the road less travelled here. Some simply don't like to engage in conflict or controversy. Others feel it is 'unenlightened' or somehow degrading. Many of us recognize the trappings of the ego, and how it likes to feed off of putting others down, or appearing to possess some intellectual or perceptive high ground. Indeed it is easy enough to keep scrolling and look elsewhere when something rubs you the wrong way. As discussed earlier here, there is much to be said for being able to air disagreements and grievences while not taking things too personally, and ending arguments amiably. A difficult dance, and I admire those who manage to pull it off.

    I am no arbiter of truth, nor do I believe that anyone here (or anywhere else, for that matter) is capable of acting as such. There is such an immense amount of mystery in life, after all, and many things about which no one can really be certain. Yet, I can't help but feeling like leaving the proverbial doors wide open for anything to be espoused by anyone is doing this place a disservice, at least when it goes relatively unchallenged.

    Of course, drawing a line necessitates that someone can know where that line should be drawn. That's the conundrum, and probably one without a solution. Yes, yes, discernment is key...but I think you would be hard pressed to refute the notion that some seem to be quite lacking in that regard, or have had it skewed by any number of things.


    Apparently, at least three people have died in the floods which are occurring now in my home state. Further proof of the quality of the people here, and their depth of compassion lie in the messages they have been sending out on this topic. There is a compassionate response to virtually every disaster or negative event which comes along, and I love that about this place and many of the people here. Some real, genuine souls.

    There is very little I can dismiss out of hand, even if I don't personally believe in it. I still have something of a nagging sensation, when it comes to certain lines of what seem like complete nonsense which, although fewer than the positive aspects described above, still manage to gain support and agreement despite being at best misguided and at worst utterly insane.

    In the face of this and other events around the world, somehow a someone who claims to hail from the future, who claims to control the weather with his mind, and who has actually gone so far as to state that he has singlehanded saved the planet will not be held accountable but even worse; will continue to be listened to and heeded. It takes no stretch of the imagination to see how the implications of what he states are, if not indeed insane, at least immoral. 70% of the world's population have no souls? Animals have no souls? Well then, I suppose it would be just find to subject them to any manner of torture or suffering, or at least look the other way when someone else does, because odds are they don't matter anyway?

    Sorry villagers...energetics. I simply had to express this somewhere... Thanks.
    And I'm glad you did.
    I would never have believed Jim's stories if I had not experienced many similar things myself.
    I just never had the confidence to voice them, except in very close family circles and even there...people think you are nuts.
    Others who endorse him also have their own experiences, and therefore know what he is talking about.
    Actually, my stories are even more hairraising than his, which is why I will keep quiet.
    I do admire him for his guts.
    About the 70 % not having a soul...I believe there is some truth in that.
    I believe they are souls in the making.
    It is the purpose of earth to produce eternal beings...like a college is to produce graduates.
    Not everyone makes the grade, so they can return, if they wish.
    Or create a collective biosphere on an even lower planet.

    I didn't learn this from Scientology but experienced moments which were direct downloads of knowledge,
    which came to me after I was particularly perplexed.
    I was very prejudiced against Scientology until recently.
    I can relate however, to people who are looking for answers,
    and spend a period of their lives in movements which attempt to give them.

    The spiritual substance called soul is the result of integrating the various aspects of one's being.
    A soul cannot be divided.
    The dark force does whatever it can to split personalities and the unification force
    lures people towards that undivided place, and between alternating experiences
    of both natures this special substance called soul gradually comes into being. J
    ust my viewpoint, which I have held for decades, and so meeting Jiminii didn't shock me.

    Maybe you need to learn to open your mind just a tiny bit further, and shelve the stuff that appears threatening while absorbing the parts you feel in agreement with.
    At all times choices are presented, and can be reversed later down the road.

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    Interesting points, Ulli. Seriously. The soul cannot be divided...yet...the whole soul does not reside in this body. It couldn't possibly, to my way of thinking. A couple of things struck me about what you just said. First, I am sorry you cannot express these experiences you judge as odd, weird, really out there. I understand, because of all the weird experiences I have shared, they have only been a fraction of the All of them. So, yes, I get it...but...I wish you would feel more comfortable too.

    And secondly, I am reminded of the individuality of our experiences. On the one hand, I see plenty of similarities in different paths. The clearing jim talks about is very, very similar to the experience of allowing things to fall away (possibly like what Adyashanti teaches), but the way to get there is completely different. These different groups...those who study the paranormal (ghosts), and those into metaphysics (dimensions), and those into spirituality (higher self)...they use different languages.

    My own thinking here, is that there are so many different languages because we are all so different. You've been looking into timelines and such here lately, and jim talks about that, and his words or his language and methods might really call to you. They don't necessarily call to me, but I might learn the same thing in another language.

    To me, that is the beauty of this experience at this time. It is our saving grace. Of course, you know me, the way I survive is by finding the commonalities...

    Much Love,
    Life is a road we don't travel alone. But everyone's on their own journey home.

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    I haven’t left, I’m a bore. I grew tired of me. Also, I feel helpless with the many challenges for the many here at Avalon.

    My cave is a well stocked womb of gooey-goodies while I write, read and research. I process better without any outside influences. I still can’t wait to jump out of bed and begin all over again. I’m still liken’ that life’s a journey, and that every decision I’ve made was perfect. And what was fearful, now makes me giggle and shake my head.

    I continue to experience synchronicity with forum members even though we are not in 3D contact. (And in my private life, too.)

    I’ve hitched a ride on to the next learning curve adventure. Sharping my tool set. Connecting dots. Closing out chapters. New ones writing themselves.

    Still grapple with anger vs. righteous anger and judgement. My new-old baby is hava-look-see at ‘neutrality’.

    Still haven’t reconciled how to be fair with threads and thanks for all forum members. Makes me not want to participate. [Unrealistic expectation.]

    Know that I am around even when I’m not. Avalon is one highway. We all know that we bump into each other in other ways, too.

    I continue to assist with you All in dissolving polarity consciousness AND to experience Wholeness of All that is Sentient and life affirming.

    Lastly, hugs and thanks for the opportunity to share ideas to those that have recently moved on... Godspeed on your Journey. XO

    With heart,
    Paula
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    xxxxx xxxxx
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    Thanks for sharing
    Quote Posted by paula (here)
    i haven’t left, i’m a bore. I grew tired of me. Also, i feel helpless with the many challenges for the many here at avalon.

    My cave is a well stocked womb of gooey-goodies while i write, read and research. I process better without any outside influences. I still can’t wait to jump out of bed and begin all over again. I’m still liken’ that life’s a journey, and that every decision i’ve made was perfect. And what was fearful, now makes me giggle and shake my head.

    I continue to experience synchronicity with forum members even though we are not in 3d contact. (and in my private life, too.)

    i’ve hitch a ride on to the next learning curve adventure. Sharping my tool set. Connecting dots. Closing out chapters. New ones writing themselves.

    Still grapple with anger vs. Righteous anger and judgement. My new-old baby is hava-look-see at ‘neutrality’.

    Still haven’t reconciled how to be fair with threads and thanks for all forum members. Makes me not want to participate. [unrealistic expectation.]

    know that i am around even when i’m not. Avalon is one highway. We all know that we bump into each other in other ways, too.

    I continue to assist with you all in dissolving polarity consciousness and to experience wholeness of all that is sentient and life affirming.

    Lastly, hugs and thanks for the opportunity to share ideas to those that have recently moved on... Godspeed on your journey. Xo

    with heart,
    paula
    OBADIAH 1:21
    The Good things in life

    "...where ever you go, there you are..."

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    The discovery that our mind state can in some way influence the world around us at the quantum level, and prayers get answered and wishes are granted, and synchronicities multiply for those who focus on them....
    this alone, to me anyway, is proof that things are not random and chaotic, but that there is a powerful mind that set up this system.
    One can't see it until the chaos becomes so unbearable that one cries from the depth of one's being for some help, change, an answer...and then it comes. It is quite stunning when it first happens. Then it's quickly forgotten again, then another wave, etc., until a pattern is discerned.
    For me living in a chaotic third world country where corruption and crime are daily occurrences it was much easier to get confirmations. You cant ignore a miracle when it happens. After a while one's anticipation brings it about.
    A country with smooth running systems everywhere covers the miraculous nature of life, and it is much harder to be a believer.

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    The Holographic Universe, by Michael Talbot:

    http://projectavalon.net/The_Hologra...ael_Talbot.pdf

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    Quote Posted by Freed Fox (here)
    who claims to control the weather with his mind
    And another wonderful book:

    The PK Man: A True Story of Mind Over Matter

    Jeffrey Mishlove's The PK Man, the true and strange story of Ted Owens, whose claims of powerful psychokinetic abilities given to him by "Space Intelligences" were too bizarre and extreme for many to believe. When these claims were ignored or challenged, he purportedly used his powers to produce earthquakes, civil unrest, UFO sightings, strange weather events, and other powerful phenomena. Owens even threatened to down aircraft to garner attention.

    Was there any truth to Owens' abilities, or was he a fraud with a knack for picking the times and places of catastrophes? Jeffrey Mishlove, PhD, a respected parapsychologist and host of the popular public television program Thinking Allowed, analyzes correspondence, interviews, newspaper reports, and remarkable life of "the world's greatest psychic," as Owens claimed to be. Whether Owens was a prodigious liar and dangerous con-man, or a true but unbalanced master who used his incredible powers primarily for petty acts of revenge, many questions remain, and the implications for the rest of us are staggering.


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    The other day when y'all were talking about the astrology of the village, I realized why I always feel a bit reticent to post here. The remnants of my programming limit my natural expression to a certain type, which is not very compatible with the openness of the village. So when I come here, I am often quite serious I suppose. This entry will be little different.

    Quote Posted by ulli (here)
    One can't see it until the chaos becomes so unbearable that one cries from the depth of one's being for some help, change, an answer...and then it comes. It is quite stunning when it first happens. Then it's quickly forgotten again, then another wave, etc., until a pattern is discerned..
    This happened to me when I was 12. Being a military brat, moving from place to place, I was living in Oklahoma City at the time, in the late-70s. Being bullied and subjected to racist taunts because I was different took me to a space beyond tears, beyond darkness, to a point where I truly wanted to die. I willed myself, one night, literally, to death. It was at this point of dying to self, that, within the depths of the pain and grief, a joy was birthed in the midst of the despair. A joy, filled also, with compassion for those who had been persecuting me. And from the combination of joy and grief, something transcendent was birthed and a space opened up around me, vast and infinite, darkness and light simultaneously, holding me within it as one, a part of it.

    I changed then but did not know it. And, I forgot about it. For years. Years that I spent acting, pretending to be like everyone else and wondering why I was not and also wondering how they could tell. Every once in a while, a faint recollection of it would disturb my peace, but, having no context for it, it quickly evaporated, descended once again back into that perfect stillness.

    Decades later, uncountable strange experiences later, and I am here, with y'all. Finding resonance planet-wide, with like-experienced souls, after a lifetime of never finding another. For all of those years, I also would not share these intimate experiences, not even with those closest to me. Scorpio's taciturn nature helped with that.

    But now, it seems to be time. I'm not concerned with others disbelief anymore. But, I do understand. The pattern grows clearer. The necessity of living my truth as a reflection of greater Truth becomes more of a necessity to express, no matter how many friends I lose - and I think I have lost some few, here, in the last couple of months since I've also been supporting Jim's intentions and ideas - or who thinks I've gone off the deep end, or who think that I've been possessed, am suddenly egocentrically compromised, prideful, or whatever.

    I know Source. And who can gainsay me that knowledge? Humanity's limited understanding and the expression thereof is little more than an illusory shadow compared to that.

    It is time to stand in Truth. Even if it is unpopular.

    The beauty of it all lies in the realization that the witnessing of such revelations, testimonies, is a part of the growth process itself. And even when it is a challenge, that challenge will be overcome with further experience and gnosis.
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    There was a frost "scare" for tonight (probably not in my area, but I didn't want to take chances), so gardening chores have swallowed my time the late afternoon (until 8.) Sweet Basil is actually a tropical plant, and turns brown/black then goes to mush at around 40°F, and so I had to pick all of it. All the green and all the purple basil. And for the next couple of hours, process it into some fresh (refrigerated) some chopped bagged, vacuumed, and frozen, and some dehydrated.

    So, I got here and glanced through and see that Fred, Spiral and lookbeyond have left Avalon, Jacko is backo, and Astrid and Paula are not really AWOL they are enjoying an inter-dimensional respite. (I see Fred listed as retired. Is Viral Spiral gone? I don't see the indication. lookbeyond doesn't show up in the members list at all...) I'll miss Fred because he and I disagreed strongly on some things - but respectfully. I think it is lovely to have friends who resonate with a lot of things, but good to have some friends that provide sort of a mental sparring partner.

    Gulping down a mug of chaga tea - the first chaga I collected myself. That should provide a nice blast to my immune system.

    Had a "relapse" with my back. I hate to say it, but damn, it's true. I went to Kundalini Yoga on Tuesday and thought I was staying just inside the line of "too much too soon", but I obviously crossed the line. Kundalini energy is created/stored in the pelvic area, so there is a lot of movement and postures focused on the lower back. More sessions with the TENS unit, and even tried to make an appointment with a chiropractor today (but he's out 'til Monday) - because I feel pain going down my legs and know that's a nerve getting pinched. Not whining, just declaring my here and now. My there and then will be different.

    Will have to catch up further tomorrow - it's back to the bushel of basil for me.

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    Quote Posted by ulli (here)
    Until today I had no idea who was really behind the hacking,
    so in a way Im glad the culprit was identified and Malcolm got rid of him.
    OK, this is one thing that in skimming through, I'll need to hear more about. The hacker who hacked Avalon has been identified? And Malcolm gave him the boot from the TOT forum?

    Film at 11?

    Dennis

    p.s. I have to add... Rahkyt, your prose is so poetic, so moving. Thank you for sharing yourself.


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    Quote Posted by Rahkyt (here)
    The other day when y'all were talking about the astrology of the village, I realized why I always feel a bit reticent to post here. The remnants of my programming limit my natural expression to a certain type, which is not very compatible with the openness of the village. So when I come here, I am often quite serious I suppose. This entry will be little different.

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    One can't see it until the chaos becomes so unbearable that one cries from the depth of one's being for some help, change, an answer...and then it comes. It is quite stunning when it first happens. Then it's quickly forgotten again, then another wave, etc., until a pattern is discerned..
    This happened to me when I was 12. Being a military brat, moving from place to place, I was living in Oklahoma City at the time, in the mid-70s. Being bullied and subjected to racist taunts because I was different took me to a space beyond tears, beyond darkness, to a point where I literally wanted to die. I willed myself, one night, literally, to death. It was at this point of dying to self, that, within the depths of the pain and grief, a joy was birthed in the midst of the despair. A joy, filled also, with compassion for those who had been persecuting me. And from the combination of joy and grief, something transcendent was birthed and a space opened up around me, vast and infinite, darkness and light simultaneously, holding me within it as one, a part of it.

    I changed then but did not know it. And, I forgot about it. For years. Years that I spent acting, pretending to be like everyone else and wondering why I was not and also wondering how they could tell. Every once in a while, a faint recollection of it would disturb my peace, but, having no context for it, it quickly evaporated, descended once again back into that perfect stillness.

    Decades later, uncountable strange experiences later, and I am here, with y'all. Finding resonance planet-wide, with like-experienced souls, after a lifetime of never finding another. For all of those years, I also would not share these intimate experiences, not even with those closest to me. Scorpio's taciturn nature helped with that.

    But now, it seems to be time. I'm not concerned with others disbelief anymore. But, I do understand. The pattern grows clearer. The necessity of living my truth as a reflection of greater Truth becomes more of a necessity to express, no matter how many friends I lose - and I think I have lost some few, here, in the last couple of months since I've also been supporting Jim's intentions and ideas - or who thinks I've gone off the deep end, or who think that I've been possessed, am suddenly egocentrically compromised, prideful, or whatever.

    I know Source. And who can gainsay me that knowledge? Humanity's limited understanding and the expression thereof is little more than an illusory shadow compared to that.

    It is time to stand in Truth. Even if it is unpopular.

    The beauty of it all lies in the realization that the witnessing of such revelations, testimonies, is a part of the growth process itself. And even when it is a challenge, that challenge will be overcome with further experience and gnosis.
    Jim being a Leo makes him a born leader. Most Leo's however cave in under criticism, which some people are very generous with whenever they meet someone who has more capacity than themselves. They may just be a little insecure and envious, instead of working towards the goal of being like Jim themselves and follow his example. Leos like Jim (sun Pluto conjunction) are used to receiving either excessive adoration or open hostility.
    And most of them don't reach that state of detachment and carry on regardless like Jim has done here.
    They either lash out, or hide in some corner in self pity. Unless they have been cleared...no trace of ego left.

    But when you know yourself to be an eternal being there is no need to be in defensive mode at all.
    After all, you have all the time in the world, and you have all the space in the world.
    So Bill Ryan, you Rahkyt, Carmody, Jiminii, eaglespirit, are the lucky ones, to have had a glimpse behind the veil and seen this greater truth.
    But down here on earth the condition of this paradigm shift has now come to the point where there suddenly is no time to waste, and we all have to let the cat out of the bag, as a group, supporting each other, until a critical mass is reached. Then the next wave of people who are prepared for this shift, by comparing the subtle similarities of our accounts, can feel secure to drop their skepticism.
    And that's when Heaven will open the doors for them, too. Mass enlightenment for planet earth is the only option left now.
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    Is Viral Spiral gone?
    ViralSpiral is alive and well and a full fledged member of this forum. Here's her profile: ViralSpiral.

    She has taken the liberty of changing her title from "Avalon Member" to "___________❀◕‿◕❀_________".
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    The hacker who hacked Avalon has been identified? And Malcolm gave him the boot from the TOT forum?
    As we reported a few days ago, we don't know who actually hacked Avalon. See some other thread that Bill started back then.

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    It has been said ~ 'rarely do members of the same family grow up under the same roof.'

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