Posted by ATok
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Calamus, thank you
But =P, it is something I need to believe in don't I? I spent sometime in this state, and Im still there for some portions, I remember asking for so long for help and nothing occurred, so I tried so more, and still nothing, so I kept trying and nothing, so I came back from this long-long meditative-observer state and the first thing I had in mind, is to research every think I want, because I understood that there is some ultimate truth, but because of it I can create my own truth and live by it(how most of us do), but the creation of your own truth will take you far from the ultimate truth.
So I came to believe that my beliefs are shaping my reality, meaning that if I do believe in something, I will behave that way, for example I have the believe that Im God, so at the beginning I couldn't even tell it to no one because I wasn't strong enough in my belief, but I kept saying it to myself, with time information, insights and understandings came by to approve my belief, so now I can easily say it in public, and have a good explanation how it is possible
I see beliefs as road paths we take in our life, when you choose to turn to a specific road that will lead you somewhere, you ain't getting there right away, you need to walk a little bit, but the further you walk you see more signs of the destination. So in life, its infinite number of parallel realities and all we do is to shuffle them according to our beliefs, with each action and though we choosing another picture of the infinite possibilities, observe what there is and continue on, like in a movie, you have the machine that run the films upon the projector, this is my mind, and you have the films, separated pictures that with motion creates the feeling of movement - possible realities.
Each time the example of some kind of invention coming to my mind.. Lets take the light, at the beginning we knew fire, but then one day someone believed that he can create something else, all he had was a belief, nothing more. So with time he kept his belief and events occurred that led him closer to his belief until finely he could realize it physically and now, it is something we know.