MATRIX REVEALED -- Analysis & Solutions

[BF88]

I have considered it before but would have to find the right person close enough to me that I could be relaxed enough around in person and be able to speak openly with. I have spoke relatively openly with family about this but they are fairly closed to such ideas or don't know how to respond, which is understandable. There is also the trust worthiness of the person I would choose, with a career to think about I can't be put in any compromising situations or be labelled insane! I know they say 100% confidentiality but what one says and does sometimes are two different things unfortunately. I will be regressed though when I feel the time is right.

[Shadowself]

Hi Truman,

You know my first post was on this thread. I was attracted to your thread immediately even though I didn't know it was here when I joined.

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post881972

I have had several past life recalls. One primary one in Egypt and can actually validate some of the things you've shared. I did read your Eye of Ra Material. I've even been know to speak ancient Egyptian which took me quite some time to decipher. But I did from a very hard to find book. I was in a meeting when I said it.

Here it is:

"Har te teht tat saiu maau"

Spoken by me with indignation and emotion which means when deciphered:

Har - means District in Syria

te - means Injustice

teht - leads war

tat- means Other world

Saiu - means guardian, watchman (eye of Ra)

Maau - means district

Quit literally saying:

The injustice in the district of Syria that may lead to wars in other worlds is viewed by the guardian Ra in this district (Egypt). ...by the action of this meeting.

Note the term ...Other worlds.

~

Note: All Pharaohs assumed the position of an aspect of Ra....which led to some interesting technology I remembered seeing. Akin to your remembrance of Body placement spoken of here Truman. I actually have drawings of some of the technology I made somewhere.

As for Ramses II ....he was a nasty pharaoh.... He is also known as Ozymandias in the Greek sources, from a transliteration into Greek of a part of Ramesses' throne name, Usermaatre Setepenre, "The justice of Re/Ra is powerful – chosen of Re/Ra"

A poem:

"I met a traveller from an antique land

Who said: "Two vast and trunkless legs of stone

Stand in the desert. Near them on the sand,

Half sunk, a shattered visage lies, whose frown

And wrinkled lip and sneer of cold command

Tell that its sculptor well those passions read

Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things,

The hand that mocked them and the heart that fed.

And on the pedestal these words appear:

`My name is Ozymandias, King of Kings:

Look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!'

Nothing beside remains. Round the decay

Of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare,

The lone and level sands stretch far away".

~Shelly

[Shadowself]

Someday we should compare notes....

[Omni]

Truman I have a question if you would be so kind. I think you might be able to help me out with this mystery I have with your Grey and Mantid expertise.

First I will post a short text of my story when I first saw an ET:

Posted by Skype Convo Paste
[4/18/15, 12:51:50 AM] Omnisense: There were these woods called the Whispering Woods in Beaverton, OR[IIRC:2008] I used to go at the blackest time of the night alone, for experiences. I would speak to small Grey extraterrestrials, Mantids, and tons of other AI simulated beings…

One night they asked me if I wanted to see a Grey. I said yes. They said walk down the left path and I will see a Grey. So I started walking down the left path. It was pitch black in these woods and i was flicking my lighter to see, suddenly in one of the lighter flicks the eyes of either a Grey ET or a Mantid lit up about 4 feet in front of me. This being designed how his eyes would light up to the flame. The design was what looked like a flamey blade like shape in his eyes. The body was cloaked so it was either a Grey or a Mantid. I will try to get to the bottom of it soon. i thnk i know how
[4/18/15, 12:57:39 AM] Omnisense: basically when this happened(the eyes being there) a VERY 'bright' high frequency line of fear energy shot up the base of my chakras. up to my throat chakra where I felt a large burning sensation of obviously my throat chakra being somehow “interdimensional burnt”. I suffered from disorientation for a couple days after it… I’m sure it had more effects than that….

My question is who out of the Greys and/or Mantids would be doing this. And I also will describe the eyes as best I can remember them(this was quite some time ago in experiencer years)...

They were about 3-4 inches wide. And I forget how wide apart they were but maybe 3 inches in between their eyes. The eyes were almond shaped, and appeared to be black other than the apparatus behind the eyes I think they custom designed for my experience.......

Who would do this in your view Truman? What does my description match in your view?

Also I redownloaded your Ebooks. I lost my computer last time I had them. Will try to get to them after the queue(2 Dr. john Hall books, 1 Dr. Robert Duncan book, 1 Jose Delgado book to read most of, 1 Cathy OBrien book). Have too many books to read and I have enough trouble with it as it is with severe electronic harassment....

I would be very appreciative if you could help me find an answer for this mystery. For a long time I thought it was just a grey. It was portrayed to me like that. But after critically analyzing it, I cannot say for sure it was a Grey, and it could very well have been a Mantid given my recent revelations with them....

[TrumanCash]

Omniverse, I don't know as it was your experience, not mine. I can only comment on my own experiences which are detailed in THE EYE OF RA along with the update on the first page of this thread.

Also, for those who are interested I am no longer abducted and have not been since I communicated with "Arnie", the gray who had implanted me and subsequently removed the brain implant at my request.

Truman

[Freeda B.]

HI Truman, thanks for sharing your experiences. Much appreciated. I read the first 5 pages of this thread and the last 3 and I can guess now from reading your books and this thread (most of it) that I need to do past life memory retrieval. I see you stressing the need to do the work and that is exactly what I want to do.

I have some of my own memories from past lives (since a small child) and about 25 years ago I did some retrieval work with a friend and I found it quite easy to do myself afterwards on my own as well as guide others too. She was also a gifted past life reader and she read many of the lives that I already knew about. But that was 25 yeas ago, like I said and there was never any intensive work to try to break thru 'veils' or illusions.

Currently, what I need, is someone here, in the physical world who knows how to do this retrieval work and I need to learn it so I can help others become free beings. I can go into more detail of what I am experiencing if you'd like. What I do know, is that consciously trying become aware of it will only increase any attacks. Who knows, it may help others (experiencing the same type of attacks).

[Freeda B.]

I have finally got thru this entire thread. I do have a few questions for you, Truman and others who have commented on this thread.

In that talk you did, very briefly at about 32 min., you said, that mantids were good, but you didn't finish that thought and I know what you have said in your books and subsequent replies, even regarding what you feel about Simon P views. Is there something to expand on there, that you know of?

'How' were you able to pull that grey out of his body and did the body die?

From what I have read, 'the light' is a very strong magnetic pull that one cannot resist, beside the good will feelings that lure you in. And it seems that this is a common theme, magnetic pull and illusion. How does one NOT get sucked in?

It seems logical that this big spherical implant station you mention, is the moon. I am sure that many people have hypothesized this already. It makes sense, it's hollow, it's magnetic... obvs IMO.

While I can see the two offered ideas for healing are TIR and Scientology auditing. When I tried to research contacts for Scientology auditing, an 'implant' I have 'acted up'. so to speak. And as far as a TIR facilitator here, unlikely that one will understand or help me with what I have to do. What I feel I need, is someone who has done this type of retrieval before, not one that will throw me in a mental institution. I need someone who knows what energetic implants are and how to remove them. Someone who knows and understands these concepts. Can you, or does anyone know someone who specifically does this? If no one has an answer to that question, can you tell me what interview questions I should ask possible candidates helping me?

Do you know if the Akashic records are a real history of everything or are they a false illusion? (I know you didn't cover this in your books or this thread and it may be out in Avalon somewhere, so just link me if it is, thanks).

Can't remember all my q's - I spent 15 hrs yesterday reading this thread and I didn't write everything down.

[TrumanCash]

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Posted by Freeda B. (here)
I have finally got thru this entire thread. I do have a few questions for you, Truman and others who have commented on this thread.

In that talk you did, very briefly at about 32 min., you said, that mantids were good, but you didn't finish that thought and I know what you have said in your books and subsequent replies, even regarding what you feel about Simon P views. Is there something to expand on there, that you know of?

I did not say that mantids were good. What they are doing may be of some perceived benefit for them, but not beneficial to us. I only indicated that I understand what they were doing and why. I do not agree with what they have been doing at all. They are keeping mankind in spiritual darkness instead solving their perceived problems with positive solutions. However, Simon Parks explains that there are different groups of Mantids doing different things. I can only comment on the Mantids that were manipulating me. And as I also indicated I did have a lifetime in a Mantid body in an implanting station which captured free beings and put them into bodies.

'How' were you able to pull that grey out of his body and did the body die?

We all have abilities as free spiritual beings (without a body) to do these things and much more. The body is a limitation. It appears that is why some ETs refer to our bodies as "containers".

From what I have read, 'the light' is a very strong magnetic pull that one cannot resist, beside the good will feelings that lure you in. And it seems that this is a common theme, magnetic pull and illusion. How does one NOT get sucked in?

I do not know for sure. I think it would help to disable the implants and deprogram oneself and then reprogram oneself not to go to the light. The long term solution is to establish communications with the Mantids and convince them to follow a different path and create positive solutions.

It seems logical that this big spherical implant station you mention, is the moon. I am sure that many people have hypothesized this already. It makes sense, it's hollow, it's magnetic... obvs IMO.

In my case it is not the moon. It is metallic (or appears to be anyway). What it sort of looks like is the death star from Star Wars but not that big or detailed on the outside. It has a round concave "dish-like" component (like a satellite dish embedded on the surface) that is where I get pulled into. I think most people do not go to this particular facility and I have heard of others going to much smaller automated spheres around the planet. However, I can only comment with certainty on my own experiences.

While I can see the two offered ideas for healing are TIR and Scientology auditing. When I tried to research contacts for Scientology auditing, an 'implant' I have 'acted up'. so to speak. And as far as a TIR facilitator here, unlikely that one will understand or help me with what I have to do. What I feel I need, is someone who has done this type of retrieval before, not one that will throw me in a mental institution. I need someone who knows what energetic implants are and how to remove them. Someone who knows and understands these concepts. Can you, or does anyone know someone who specifically does this? If no one has an answer to that question, can you tell me what interview questions I should ask possible candidates helping me?

Are you aware of Eve Lorgen? Here's her website: evelorgen.com.

Do you know if the Akashic records are a real history of everything or are they a false illusion? (I know you didn't cover this in your books or this thread and it may be out in Avalon somewhere, so just link me if it is, thanks).

I don't have information on the "akashic records"-- only my own past life memories.

Can't remember all my q's - I spent 15 hrs yesterday reading this thread and I didn't write everything down.

[RTamas]

Many people believe that the Greys are actually emotionless beings and also they are naturally 'evil', I don't think this is true, I guess they are more likely puppets in the reptilian hierarchy. Also many people stated that avoiding the white light could save us from reincarnating, but my question is - what would anyone do in this prison planet without inhabiting a physical vehicle?

Well, according to many sources most of us just can't pick up so to speak another place/planet to incarnate on. I believe that we could somehow cooperate with these entities (in a positive way) and persuade them to do something 'good' and give us some TRUE help. Even the most dangerous and evil entities would think differently to someone who is interested about any kind of cooperation.

This is just my own conclusion, interesting questions these are.

[Unicorn]

Posted by RTamas (here)
I believe that we could somehow cooperate with these entities (in a positive way) and persuade them to do something 'good' and give us some TRUE help. Even the most dangerous and evil entities would think differently to someone who is interested about any kind of cooperation.

What makes you think that our logic is also their logic?

[RTamas]

Because they want to get their 'task' done, they are not here because of their free will, I'm quite sure about that. Why wouldn't they accept our help in exchange for their help? Obviously we have nothing that they truly want from us (except our DNA for their genetic experiments)

[TrumanCash]

Posted by RTamas (here)
Many people believe that the Greys are actually emotionless beings and also they are naturally 'evil', I don't think this is true, I guess they are more likely puppets in the reptilian hierarchy.

Thanks for your comment, RTamas. I happen to agree with you regarding the Grays because of my familiarity with them due to many abduction experiences. Also, I have had conscious, self-initiated telepathic communications with them (including remote viewing) and as spiritual beings they are the same as we are. However, they have a much different culture, physical body, etc, but they are programmed to do what they do just as we are.

Also many people stated that avoiding the white light could save us from reincarnating, but my question is - what would anyone do in this prison planet without inhabiting a physical vehicle?

Ghosts are an example of what people do when not inhabiting a body. Some (discarnate) people are still stuck in the trauma of their death. Some just like hanging out and not having to constantly "earn a living", feed a body, experience the negative side of life, etc. Personally, I enjoy being out of the body more than in it because the body is a restriction, a "container". I feel so much better not being in a body. It's very freeing (not to mention hard to describe because it's nothing like being in a body).

Well, according to many sources most of us just can't pick up so to speak another place/planet to incarnate on. I believe that we could somehow cooperate with these entities (in a positive way) and persuade them to do something 'good' and give us some TRUE help. Even the most dangerous and evil entities would think differently to someone who is interested about any kind of cooperation.

This is just my own conclusion, interesting questions these are.

Truman L Cash

[razvan]

Hi Truman. Are you familiar with the Alien Interview at Roswell?

The gray alien who was recovered from the crash supposedly communicated telepathically with a nurse who was there to take care of him.
The gray said he was inhabiting a doll-like body, non biological body, without organs and that he could go in and out of the body at will and that this kind of body was developed specifically for interstellar travel and living in a space ship in space because it was much more efficient, resistant and didn't have all these needs that a biological body has (like food, sleep, waste disposal, washing etc) and that the mechanical body was very resistant to huge temperature differences from space.

From your experience, the grays reside in biological bodies...
So either there are multiple types of grays (some in bio bodies and some in doll-like bodies) or maybe the roswell interview was not true?
What is your take on this?

By the way you can read the roswell interview (lawrence s. spencer) for free on the internet, it's very interesting and I agree with a lot of the ideas presented in the book.

Basically we are on a prison planet and we're programmed in-between lives and then recycled over and over again and the "light-beings" are here to deceive us and lead us on a wrong track. At least most of them.

A key idea presented in the book which I kind of agree with is that the type of body used doesn't really matter, in the sense that it's spirits who deceive other spirits (and entrap them), not reptilians / grays / mantids vs humans...

Because the reptilian / gray bodies are just vehicles used to operate in the physical universe by spirits.
So it's not reptilians vs humans, it's malevolent spirits vs amnesiac spirits.
The deceivers could just as well use human looking vehicles, so it doesn't matter that much how they look

[TrumanCash]

The alien interview is a fraudulent writing and Bill Ryan has also exposed this.

[razvan]

really? Can you tell me what convinced you (or bill ryan) of the fraudulent nature of the interview? Were there concrete evidence supporting this or was it something fishy written in the interview itself that you thought was an absolute lie? Can you expand more on why you think it's fraudulent? Did you read the entire book? ... I will look into bill ryan's opinion about this, on the internet and see what I can find.

[Hervé]

Posted by razvan (here)
Hi Truman. Are you familiar with the Alien Interview at Roswell?

[...]

Posted by TrumanCash (here)
The alien interview is a fraudulent writing and Bill Ryan has also exposed this.

See: HOAX: Lawrence Spencer's 'ALIEN INTERVIEW'

[razvan]

I have read the entire thread about the alien interview being a hoax. To the best of my knowledge I didn't find concrete evidence to prove it being a hoax. I can understand Bill's viewpoint and why he thinks it's a definite hoax but at the end of the day no one knows for sure if the author of the book is lying or not. Bill's arguments appear to be valid points and are definitely logical but on closer inspection, they are points that can be interpreted in many ways. But at the same time, he may be right, I really don't know.
I feel that some of the people who instantly agreed with Bill were doing this because they found it comforting to reject the idea of this being a prison planet where we are being reincarnated / recycled over and over again. I really don't care about comforting ideas and beliefs, I choose the red pill.

Anyway, I don't think it's that important whether the book is real or not. If I spent 20 more hours reading and researching about this subject, then maybe I would find enough evidence to convince me whether the interview was authentic or not. But for now I don't really care that much so I'll just keep an open mind about it and move on. This case is a perfect example of a complicated situation which is judged very quickly by many people as being either true or a hoax. But at the end of the day... nobody really knows for sure what happened, it's not that simple.

I mean, look at any well known person who speaks about controversial subjects. I'm sure you will find threads on the internet of most (or maybe all) of them being "debunked" and the people talking in those threads are 100% convinced that they are right. But you never know. For example threads like David Icke debunked, David Wilcock debunked, Richard Dawkings debunked (lol) etc. etc etc... I could list hundreds of people whose ideas are believed to be true or false with 100% certainty by so many people, when in fact the people who are judging have no idea and they are not judging correctly because most of the time it's near to impossible to judge something when you have so many unknowns.

[Hervé]

Posted by razvan (here)
[...]
I feel that some of the people who instantly agreed with Bill were doing this because they found it comforting to reject the idea of this being a prison planet where we are being reincarnated / recycled over and over again. I really don't care about comforting ideas and beliefs, I choose the red pill.

[...]

Hi razvan, welcome to Avalon!

I think you missed Bill's point completely as well as what the controversy with Spencer Lawrence exactly is: Spencer stole about everything that's in his book from Scientology materials published by L Ron Hubbard. Hence, the content and concepts presented in his book are of Scientology teachings/data. Many of which are considered very valid by many researchers whether Scientologists or not.

Spencer painted himself in a corner by maintaining the "interview" was actual as well as the transcripts in spite of the fact he admitted being a Scientologist and therefore very aware of all of Hubbard's material which he plagiarized under a fictional "interview."

Hope this clarifies the matter?

Bill: (and don't get me wrong here: many of the metaphysical concepts, formulated by Hubbard, may be valuable and have a great deal of truth to them)

[razvan]

Hi Herve, it's good to be here
And about what you said... Spencer said that he published his book before the scientology ideas appeared. So my point is just that we can't know for sure which came first: the chicken or the egg? Maybe he is a liar or maybe he is sincere, I don't know and to be honest I don't care that much, it doesn't make that much of a difference. It's just that when I look back, I realize I have been wrong many times about things I used to be 100% sure about. So now I am rarely jumping to conclusions without hard evidence.

[Hervé]

Posted by razvan (here)
Hi Herve, it's good to be here
And about what you said... Spencer said that he published his book before the scientology ideas appeared. So my point is just that we can't know for sure which came first: the chicken or the egg? Maybe he is a liar or maybe he is sincere, I don't know and to be honest I don't care that much, it doesn't make that much of a difference. It's just that when I look back, I realize I have been wrong many times about things I used to be 100% sure about. So now I am rarely jumping to conclusions without hard evidence.

Hello razvan!

For accuracy's sake, Spencer didn't publish his book until after 2000...

He claims the interview and transcriptions took place in the late 40's... which is contradicted by the multiple, misplaced anachronisms which didn't exist at the time of the transcriptions and came to be much later on than Hubbard's publications... that's the hard evidence. It's however entirely your sovereign right to dismiss such