Here and Now...What's Happening?

[meeradas]

Posted by 9eagle9 (here)
I guess that is a process but...its so simple--just sit in it for few--I can't call it a process. What hurts the heart is sucking up the anger instead of just sitting in it and saying . Okay I'm angry, It's okay I'm angry. and not judging the anger, just letting it be what is is. or excusing it. "I'm angry because because because.....

It's just "I'm angry"

It just goes away. By not addressing it , is what causes the pain. Anger is nearly always attached to grief. Sadness. So if you sit in that anger for a minute , or two or five, you are probably going to start crying--and that's okay. or at the least start feeling sad. Don't judge it or force it away...just sit in it, after a few minutes it will be replaced by something that will suprise you.

I never seen it fail...ever. Not once. [...]

the more I do this the less I have to do it...

When you get all that crap out...there's only one thing that can remain...and that is the 'suprise'.

9, most excellent.
Thank you.

[ulli]

Posted by meeradas (here)
Ulli!

"Ein Ständchen zum Geburtstag"

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=BxQSEvHdyjQ

I know it's late... Hope you like it as i did.
[after watching this vid again - this is absolutely grand!]

This was really precious. Pura Vida!! as they say in Costa Rica.
Even your Avatar picture started to move in rhythm with those kids.
Thank you, das Meer.

[Calz]

Well now ... this is interesting. I always considered the genders to be equal ... different but equal.

I am a parent. You know what??? My 2nd child I was the one to sleep with, feed and tend to his needs. I was the one who did the bonding simply because of the hours worked with both parents working different shifts.

You know what else is funny?

He reminds me of you. He is *never* wrong. He is *never* without an answer. Remarkably bright 10 year old.

That said I have never experienced love on a more intense level in my life (including family lovers whatever). He has a heart as big as Jupiter (Leo).

Posted by 9eagle9 (here)
A question that may be more easily managed by taking away ..filters, beliefs, thoughts,ideas, feelings etc and tackeling that from a place of what is leftover after all those have been subtracted. Or perhaps looking at it from a standpoint of what conscious is not.

Every mother has experienced for herself the difference between knowing and thinking. Mother's intuition. And maybe that is why women have kids ...lol....to have that experience of pure knowing rather than dependance on conscious thought.

I don't like to leave men out but I can't go there (not having the current experience of masculinity) and I personally think they are a different species so the same may not apply

Posted by Carmody (here)
define: "Conscious".

Aye.....there's the rub.

Okay men are a different species.

Yes of course you will go to great lengths to spin your way out of saying that ... or else spin your way into accepting it as fact.

The 9 is never wrong.

What part of we all experience lifetimes in each gender and all astro signs to experience everything am I missing here???

Absolutely the last thing in the world I wanted was to continue our conversation here (and now) but where else shall I "stick it"???

I errored in bringing the Ishtar "issue" here but that was because that thread was in meltdown at that time (due to several members). I didn't want to add to that burden.

Yes ... of course ... mirrors. Attachments. Let us let the witches burn because that is not our business. Poof. Detachment. No problemo.

The great and powerful oz cranking behind the curtain says so and so it must be.


So ... again here we are ... here and now.


What can we do to move this outside the thread???


Shall we start a poll???

Is this of interest to the village???

Are we all learning something???

... or what?


Does the village approve of my continued role of the whipping boy so we can all learn about mirrors, genders and reality as an evolved Pisces pontificates???

No prob. I am good. I should have been asleep 3 hours ago so can adapt.

Sorry villagers ... when anyone supplies parenting tips and suggests they all fall into the same box (gender specific) I doth protest.

Good night villagers and I am exhausted of explanations for why storm clouds must exist here.

I tried my best to move beyond that ...

[ulli]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)
Well now ... this is interesting. I always considered the genders to be equal ... different but equal.

I am a parent. You know what??? My 2nd child I was the one to sleep with, feed and tend to his needs. I was the one who did the bonding simply because of the hours worked with both parents working different shifts.

You know what else is funny?

He reminds me of you. He is *never* wrong. He is *never* without an answer. Remarkably bright 10 year old.

That said I have never experienced love on a more intense level in my life (including family lovers whatever). He has a heart as big as Jupiter (Leo).

Posted by 9eagle9 (here)
A question that may be more easily managed by taking away ..filters, beliefs, thoughts,ideas, feelings etc and tackeling that from a place of what is leftover after all those have been subtracted. Or perhaps looking at it from a standpoint of what conscious is not.

Every mother has experienced for herself the difference between knowing and thinking. Mother's intuition. And maybe that is why women have kids ...lol....to have that experience of pure knowing rather than dependance on conscious thought.

I don't like to leave men out but I can't go there (not having the current experience of masculinity) and I personally think they are a different species so the same may not apply

Posted by Carmody (here)
define: "Conscious".

Aye.....there's the rub.

Okay men are a different species.

Yes of course you will go to great lengths to spin your way out of saying that ... or else spin your way into accepting it as fact.

The 9 is never wrong.

What part of we all experience lifetimes in each gender and all astro signs to experience everything am I missing here???

Absolutely the last thing in the world I wanted was to continue our conversation here (and now) but where else shall I "stick it"???

I errored in bringing the Ishtar "issue" here but that was because that thread was in meltdown at that time (due to several members). I didn't want to add to that burden.

Yes ... of course ... mirrors. Attachments. Let us let the witches burn because that is not our business. Poof. Detachment. No problemo.

The great and powerful oz cranking behind the curtain says so and so it must be.


So ... again here we are ... here and now.


What can we do to move this outside the thread???


Shall we start a poll???

Is this of interest to the village???

Are we all learning something???

... or what?


Does the village approve of my continued role of the whipping boy so we can all learn about mirrors, genders and reality as an evolved Pisces pontificates???

No prob. I am good. I should have been asleep 3 hours ago so can adapt.

Sorry villagers ... when anyone supplies parenting tips and suggests they all fall into the same box (gender specific) I doth protest.

Good night villagers and I am exhausted of explanations for why storm clouds must exist here.

I tried my best to move beyond that ...

Calz
Here and Now
and not preaching...just stating that I simply cannot see the storm clouds you are referring to.
Just say your thing.
Whatever it is.
This thread is for here and now...
WHATEVER IT IS.
What is, is. What ain't, ain't!!

Please feel FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
the queen is not setting ANY standards here.
All Villagers are mature enough to know what to read and what to pass on, and that may vary from person to person and from moment to moment.

I don't see the clouds you are seeing, but so what?
I can't see the mice my cats can see at night either...so what?

You are ALL marvelous....(projecting here and now!)
ulli, who is having a great day and is not in the least bit phased

[ViralSpiral]

If not here, then where?


♥

[eaglespirit]

CALZ...You ARE In The Middle Of The "Move" Beyond...right here and now!!!

You and I need to talk...man to man in person...how about telephoneinternepathy!?!

A BIG part of why I am here and got slam-dunk-slapped so hard on that Indian hill and at a place nearby called Lightning Rock a few years after my Son's death is because I had something to do with "helping" to balance and bring forth the Female Energy from way, way, way back and oh so penetratingly deep here on Mother Earth to the here and now and beyond and I became a living conduit in Peru and You now have urged this out in the open and YOU have something to do along this line in this timeline and ARE in the process of processing and are on a major hop, skip, and jump in Your Own Journey in this very same wonderful direction My Dear Friend!!!

[Lisab]

Meeradas loved that vid you posted for Ulli, so cool.

[ViralSpiral]

Posted by eaglespirit (here)
CALZ...You ARE In The Middle Of The "Move" Beyond...right here and now!!!

You and I need to talk...man to man in person...how about telephoneinternepathy!?!

A BIG part of why I am here and got slam-dunk-slapped so hard on that Indian hill and at a place nearby called Lightning Rock a few years after my Son's death is because I had something to do with "helping" to balance and bring forth the female energy from way, way, way back and oh so penetratingly deep here on Mother Earth to the here and now and beyond and I became a living conduit in Peru and You now have urged this out in the open and YOU have something to do along this line in this timeline and ARE in the process of processing and are on a major hop, skip, and jump in Your Own Journey in this very same wonderful direction My Dear Friend!!!

WOW!!!! Eagle, that made my spirit soar!

Thank you!





p.s. so sorry to learn of your son's passing

[dan33]

I laughed a lot with Bud Schulberg's novel "The Disenchanted".The novel describes a character based on Scott Fitzgerald .Schulberg worked with him in Hollywood.

Manley Halliday (Scott Fitzgerald) and a young writer, leave the
"Club 21". Halliday starts talking in the taxi (a taxi which should lead them to the hotel but end up in Harlem)

“Remember what I said. Without thinking. Is the only way to live, tofeel alive. We went to bed at two o'clock. We could not sleep.Jere said <let's go to Harlem>. Once we went in pajamas . A black cop tried to stop us. We said we were returning from a costume party, and we were going dressed as bedtime. Then we invited the cop to a drink .... and ha, ha, hee, hee. .., at seven o'clock he came home with us.We Cooked scrambled eggs and we all play the piano, and started another party that lasted two days. Luther.that was his name, Luther MacDaniel. A black with a Scottish name. My maternal grandmother was also called MacDaniel. That's why we celebrate the feast. Luther was fired for being absenDios t without permission, and then won a lot of money from smuggling of alcohol. .... Ten years ago have not seen him. My God , how time flies. "

marvelous....

[ulli]

One of the amazing things about life and the Law of One is that even those who don't have a clue that it's my birthday
still manage to send me a birthday present.
Never mind they left the parcel in the wrong thread...it was easy to find.

It gave me such a laff.......favorite show...the good episodes. Not all TV sucks....

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=Sz_K3J2eTkU

[meeradas]

Right now,

our mutual friend Ernie is "viewing [an] attachment".

Intriguing how the forum advertises our inner work...


[Hi Ernie! ]

[ulli]

getting sirius now, after what Carmody told us yesterday...sun is opposite Sirius today....
my B-Day

so I thought of all these great wisdoms I have learnt in my lifetime. And
few match Lazarus Long's Laundry List:

(From Robert Heinlein's Time Enough For Love)

here is a snippet:


After a long time it is hard to tell a real memory from a memory of a memory of a memory of a real memory. That’s what happens when you think about the past: You edit it and rearrange it, make it more tolerable.


Give the future enough thought to be ready for it, but don’t worry about it. Live each day as if you were to die next sunrise. Then face each sunrise as a fresh creation and live for it, joyously. And never think about the past. No regrets, ever.


Work is not an end in itself; there must always be time enough for love.

Privacy is as necessary as company; you can drive a man crazy by depriving him of either.

If a man pushes a rock, can he ignore an avalanche that follows?

Men are more sentimental than women. It blurs their thinking.

Certainly the game is rigged. Don’t let that stop you; if you don’t bet, you can’t win.

Any priest or shaman must be presumed guilty until proved innocent.

Always listen to experts. They’ll tell you what can’t be done, and why. Then do it.

A “pacifist male” is a contradiction in terms.

What a wonderful world it is that has girls in it!

History does not record anywhere at any time a religion that has any rational basis. Religion is a crutch for people not strong enough to stand up to the unknown without help.

If you don’t like yourself, you can’t like other people.

Cheops’ Law: Nothing ever gets built on schedule or within budget.

All men are created unequal.

Everything in excess! To enjoy the flavor of life, take big bites. Moderation is for monks.

It may be better to be a live jackal than a dead lion, but it is better still to be a live lion. And usually easier.

Men rarely (if ever) manage to dream up a god superior to themselves.

You can have peace. Or you can have freedom. Don’t ever count on having both at once.

Courage is the complement of fear. A man who is fearless cannot be courageous. (He is also a fool.)

People who go broke in a big way never miss any meals.

The more you love, the more you can love – and the more intensely you love.

Beware of altruism. It is based on self-deception, the root of all evil.

Everybody lies about sex.

Taxes are not levied for the benefit of the taxed.

A competent and self-confident person is incapable of jealousy in anything. Jealousy is invariably a symptom of neurotic insecurity.

Money is the sincerest of all flattery.

You live and learn. Or you don’t live long.

One man’s “magic” is another man’s engineering. “Supernatural” is a null word.

“Of course” means you had best check it yourself.

Do not handicap your children by making their lives easy.

Money is the universal weapon.

It is never foolish to love.

If the human animal has any value at all, he is too valuable to be property. If he has any inner dignity, he is much too proud to own other men.

Some people are ants by nature; they have to work, even when it’s useless. Few people have a talent for constructive laziness.

A pessimist is correct oftener than an optimist, but an optimist has more fun – and neither can stop the march of events.

No matter where or what, there are makers, takers, and fakers.

Happiness is in the heart.

A “critic” is a man who creates nothing and thereby feels qualified to judge the work of creative men. There is logic in this; he is unbiased – he hates all creative people equally.

Secrecy is the beginning of tyranny.

Being generous is inborn; being altruistic is a learned perversity.

Climate is what we expect, weather is what we get.

A committee is a life form with six or more legs and no brain.

[PurpleLama]

I must say, I love Heinlein, but I love Dick even more.

[ulli]

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
I must say, I love Heinlein, but I love Dick even more.

You mean like this one?

“If you think this Universe is bad, you should see some of the others.”

Or this one?

“There will come a time when it isn't 'They're spying on me through my phone' anymore.
Eventually, it will be 'My phone is spying on me.”
― Philip K. Dick

[markoid]

Coming out of lurk mode for a moment to wish dear Ulli a happy birthday!

Calz: Like others, I don't find your contributions to be storm clouds either.

Thanks to all who contribute here for the love, learning, laughter and humanity that you bring here..... I really appreciate this rare oasis.

[meeradas]

Time to face death's little brother for now.

"Good nite!"
with sth not completely outa context
[which has def been posted on the forum, if not here, before]:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZZKkxAQYxyE

See you.

[Marianne]

Mark, good to see you! Don't stay away too long.

Ulli, I love your laundry list.

I made leek and potato soup since it's a cold, rainy & foggy evening. Toasted cornbread croutons and sour cream for the top, and steamed Brussels sprouts. Good enough for a Monday.

I bought a book today called 'Shadow Dance' by David Richo. In need of a little direction. Going to dive into it in a little while.

[PurpleLama]

I have a bit of synchronicity with ol' PKD. I feel strongly the sentiments of each of those quotes....

in the first, change the word universe to the word timeline, but it's the same difference, as it were

in the second, just say I was glad to find out that webOS refused to develop a platform that would work with carrierIQ, or similar nonsense

he said his most important works were the quasi-trilogy of valis, the divine invasion, and the transmigration of timothy archer, but it was a trick. The real third book is radio free albumuth. One of the most important works of "fiction" out there, that third one.

lordy, talking like this is liable to get me drones with breakfast in the morning. Ha

[modwiz]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)
Well now ... this is interesting. I always considered the genders to be equal ... different but equal.

I am a parent. You know what??? My 2nd child I was the one to sleep with, feed and tend to his needs. I was the one who did the bonding simply because of the hours worked with both parents working different shifts.

You know what else is funny?

He reminds me of you. He is *never* wrong. He is *never* without an answer. Remarkably bright 10 year old.

That said I have never experienced love on a more intense level in my life (including family lovers whatever). He has a heart as big as Jupiter (Leo).

Posted by 9eagle9 (here)
A question that may be more easily managed by taking away ..filters, beliefs, thoughts,ideas, feelings etc and tackeling that from a place of what is leftover after all those have been subtracted. Or perhaps looking at it from a standpoint of what conscious is not.

Every mother has experienced for herself the difference between knowing and thinking. Mother's intuition. And maybe that is why women have kids ...lol....to have that experience of pure knowing rather than dependance on conscious thought.

I don't like to leave men out but I can't go there (not having the current experience of masculinity) and I personally think they are a different species so the same may not apply

Posted by Carmody (here)
define: "Conscious".

Aye.....there's the rub.

Okay men are a different species.

Yes of course you will go to great lengths to spin your way out of saying that ... or else spin your way into accepting it as fact.

The 9 is never wrong.

What part of we all experience lifetimes in each gender and all astro signs to experience everything am I missing here???

Absolutely the last thing in the world I wanted was to continue our conversation here (and now) but where else shall I "stick it"???

I errored in bringing the Ishtar "issue" here but that was because that thread was in meltdown at that time (due to several members). I didn't want to add to that burden.

Yes ... of course ... mirrors. Attachments. Let us let the witches burn because that is not our business. Poof. Detachment. No problemo.

The great and powerful oz cranking behind the curtain says so and so it must be.


So ... again here we are ... here and now.


What can we do to move this outside the thread???


Shall we start a poll???

Is this of interest to the village???

Are we all learning something???

... or what?


Does the village approve of my continued role of the whipping boy so we can all learn about mirrors, genders and reality as an evolved Pisces pontificates???

No prob. I am good. I should have been asleep 3 hours ago so can adapt.

Sorry villagers ... when anyone supplies parenting tips and suggests they all fall into the same box (gender specific) I doth protest.

Good night villagers and I am exhausted of explanations for why storm clouds must exist here.

I tried my best to move beyond that ...

Calz, I have had many a conversation with women who have a less than stellar opinion of men based on their experiences with them. I usually spare them the obvious observation of, it takes two to tango and if you draw flies.....? So, I let such gender bashing pass because someone is still in process and I wish to honor that. I assume that any problem I am having with women means that I need to be alone. I guess all women do not talk incessantly, very often about emotional stuff, it is just that I haven't met them yet. I see the genders as expressing very differently in the physical form. I think it is all part of the 'system', and a good one at that. I do believe there is an exalted state of gender that is part of the goal. Embodying the essence of the gender in a way that compliments rather than clashes. A true dance where push and pull create a dynamic magic and power the Universe.

[astrid]

Reading an excellent and timely new blog post from Duncan..

http://duncanofinioan.wordpress.com/...y-are-we-here/

Drinking a green smoothie and getting ready to connect
with both of my new teachers.
Just about to put in a call to my Aussie teacher and
I have an online circle in a couple of hours,
very much looking forward to this journey beginning,
the waiting around has been so looooooonnngggggg!!

Hope your birthday is a fine one Ulli,
many blessings for the day
hugs, Astrid