Posted by QueenRia
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Posted by SoulValor
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Herzlich Willkommen auch von mir.

Du bist schuld, dass ich mich hier mal wieder eingeloggt und jetzt so viel geschrieben habe.
Danke, und sehr cool dass du zurückgekommen bist und dir die Zeit genommen hast, zu antworten!! :D
Wow, what you are describing is so interesting. It makes me realize that it is indeed much easier for negative entities to come to the forefront in online discussions.
My online experience has been different though, I didn't become aware of the negativity until I started getting into "Redpill"-territory.
My earliest memories of online contacts are from ca. 2000/2001 when I chatted a bit on ICQ and participated on a "David Letterman" online forum, which was a lot of fun and the people were super nice and interesting. The only marginally negative experience was one pedo in some chatroom or ICQ, but I immediately sussed what he was so that was a super brief contact 😂
Since then I remember only positive experiences, and quite a few led to making friends and meeting nice people in real life. In 2007 I got deep into manifesting and the evolution of consciousness, was on a forum (Abraham Hicks forum), in Facebook groups, Meetup Groups... but I experienced nothing negative like you described. The icky energies were only in real life, not online. The closest I got to your area of interest was a Tarot Forum, but it was part of a closed, paid community, so probably not too many fake people there.
Posted by SoulValor
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my experiences were a lot more positive in the first few years of my engagement with the internet. [...] back in the days when the net was innocent and much less controlled....Which is kind of paradoxical, is it not??
Yes indeed! The negative energies have ramped up considerably - I wasn't even aware of the censorship and control until 2021 when someone finally gave me the Red Pill.
Posted by SoulValor
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I rode the internet wave early.
Haha, so did I! But in the late 90s I used it mostly for research and getting my hands on English language material, and downloading music of course :D
Posted by SoulValor
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I delved into it having a positive image of witches [...] and also shamans, wizards etc - but that changed rather quickly.
Interesting! In the Tarot community many are into witchcraft, but I was never interested, I only ever sought the ONE, the Source - direct connection, no messing around with astral or lesser spirits. In the Tarot world I never met those with negative intent, only the good hearted ones. What I saw happening though was the woke-insanity creeping in. But it was always good-hearted people that suffered from that insanity.
I remember being on Twitter for a while and posting funny tweets, around 2018. And I noticed people bitching about how negative Twitter had become - and I couldn't relate because I just generated my own positivity there, so I never made contact with the negative energies.
It was only when I became conscious of the conspiracy-side of the world, and the dark forces and the deception that extends to the astral realm, that I started noticing negative energies online, but only in 'redpilled territory' groups and in that one forum. As if these were especially infiltrated so as to keep consciousness from expanding any further, and to keep the real conscious people apart from each other.
Posted by SoulValor
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you just get to the point of not wanting to bother with anyone anymore. Even in the "real world". Because these infestations have grown very strong and pervasive IMO.
I've arrived at the same point of not wanting to bother, but not because of the infestations but more because of the "NPC-ness" of the people. Even former friends and acquaintances - they are now living in a completely different world than I am, and it seems to cost me so much energy to interact with them, even online! I'm still puzzled as to why no one was able to follow me into Redpill-World. There are still some that I haven't had contact with in a few years, and I want to contact them to check where they are at in their consciousness.
Posted by SoulValor
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I kept pondering why this is all allowed to take place here on earth. Why is it such a "field" that the dark entities can have a field day with?? Who's granting them permission? [...] Why is it being allowed to go on and on and on?? With always news manifestations and intricacies (like with the online world)? I'm trully disillusioned by this.....
Wow, you are asking all the important questions!!
This topic would probably need its own thread, and I'm very interested in discussing this topic in general, it's one reason I came to this forum. I still need to do a little more searching here to find whether there's already dedicated threads to this.
I'll make my answer here as short as possible. 😄
So what I've found is: We live in an inverted reality. This place is not the "Real Thing". This place is a low-frequency copy of Prime Reality, specifically set up to be this way, to allow the negative energies to thrive by feeding off the suffering.
I have memories of "Prime Reality", heart-memories and also experiences of "Home"-states in dreams. And I'm not the only one, there are others who remember and are talking about this. The heart-memories and dreams I had are of a state that is not the Complete God-Oneness but a world were we are still individuals but everything feels much more REAL, like there is a deeper spiritual dimension to everthing and it's more real than the normal 3D-physical world!
But up until I got redpilled, I thought my memories are just a matter of frequency, that if I get on a high enough frequency here I'd have the depth of experience that I remember. And I thought the suffering and negativity in the world can be explained merely by ignorance. That's what is taught in the manifesting community and in the New Thought (not New Age!) writings I studied for years. Our consciousness creates physical reality and ignorance of that is the only reason the world is not as it should be.
But that's not it. I would say that everyone who still believes that has not become aware of the depths of depravity and suffering and negativity, and the deception and manipulation this world is steeped in.
Your disillusionment comes from your own heart-memories, you inherently know it shouldn't be this way, something is off.
When it all clicked into place for me was when I learned about the Gnostic idea of the "bad copy" of Prime Reality, or in more modern terms it's called "Simulacrum" or "Simulation" or "Matrix". But we have to distinguish between an "organic matrix" and the "false matrix" (Kerry K on Youtube uses these terms). If you look at the holographic universe theory, quantum physics and all that, you can still think it's all good, we are Spirit expressing ourselves in the physical, like a playground, a realm to explore and have adventures (this is what you often hear in the manifesting community, and what I believed for the longest time). A Dream that Consciousness is dreaming. Yes, that does sound fun, and I feel in my heart this is what we originally wanted, this is the reason for Prime Reality - a realm to express, explore, be individualized, create... But this place we are in is not it, it's like a copy that was distorted, and is being distorted more and more and more.
And the purpose of it is what some call a "loosh"-farm: negative consciousness feeding off of the "loosh"-energy that is produced by suffering.
I first heard about this concept in 2022 in David Icke's book The Trap, and he goes into more depth in his subsequent books "The Dream" and "The Reveal", and since then I've listened to different perspectives on this, like Kerry K, Isabella Greene, Lauda Leon, Lisa M Harrison, Howdie Mickoski... They all have their unique take on it, and some resonate more with me than others.
I have found these discoveries to be very empowering! I'm not disillusioned with all the darkness, because everything makes sense in that light. And I'm very optimistic because I believe we are taking down this false matrix from the inside and outside. Its days are numbered. That's where the "ascension" talk comes from, or the concept of the "New Earth". It's really not the New Earth, it's the REAL Earth.
The only thing I'm disillusioned by is all the people who have dropped out of my experience. And engaging with "NPCs" has become so pointless.